Morning “God is jealous.” / Nahum 1:2
Your Lord is very jealous of your love, O believer. Did he choose you? He
cannot bear that you should choose another. Did he buy you with his own blood?
He cannot endure that you should think that you are your own, or that you
belong to this world. He loved you with such a love that he would not stop in
heaven without you; he would sooner die than you should perish, and he cannot
endure that anything should stand between your heart’s love and himself. He is
very jealous of your trust. He will not permit you to trust in an arm of
flesh. He cannot bear that you should hew out broken cisterns, when the
overflowing fountain is always free to you. When we lean upon him, he is glad,
but when we transfer our dependence to another, when we rely upon our own
wisdom, or the wisdom of a friend–worst of all, when we trust in any works of
our own, he is displeased, and will chasten us that he may bring us to
himself. He is also very jealous of our company. There should be no one with
whom we converse so much as with Jesus. To abide in him only, this is true
love; but to commune with the world, to find sufficient solace in our carnal
comforts, to prefer even the society of our fellow Christians to secret
intercourse with him, this is grievous to our jealous Lord. He would fain have
us abide in him, and enjoy constant fellowship with himself; and many of the
trials which he sends us are for the purpose of weaning our hearts from the
creature, and fixing them more closely upon himself. Let this jealousy which
would keep us near to Christ be also a comfort to us, for if he loves us so
much as to care thus about our love we may be sure that he will suffer nothing
to harm us, and will protect us from all our enemies. Oh that we may have
grace this day to keep our hearts in sacred chastity for our Beloved alone,
with sacred jealousy shutting our eyes to all the fascinations of the world!
Evening “I will sing of mercy and judgment.” / Psalm 101:1
Faith triumphs in trial. When reason is thrust into the inner prison, with her
feet made fast in the stocks, faith makes the dungeon walls ring with her
merry notes as she cries, “I will sing of mercy and of judgment. Unto thee, O
Lord, will I sing.” Faith pulls the black mask from the face of trouble, and
discovers the angel beneath. Faith looks up at the cloud, and sees that
“‘Tis big with mercy and shall break
In blessings on her head.”
There is a subject for song even in the judgments of God towards us. For,
first, the trial is not so heavy as it might have been; next, the trouble is
not so severe as we deserved to have borne; and our affliction is not so
crushing as the burden which others have to carry. Faith sees that in her
worst sorrow there is nothing penal; there is not a drop of God’s wrath in it;
it is all sent in love. Faith discerns love gleaming like a jewel on the
breast of an angry God. Faith says of her grief, “This is a badge of honour,
for the child must feel the rod;” and then she sings of the sweet result of
her sorrows, because they work her spiritual good. Nay, more, says Faith,
“These light afflictions, which are but for a moment, work out for me a far
more exceeding and eternal weight of glory.” So Faith rides forth on the black
horse, conquering and to conquer, trampling down carnal reason and fleshly
sense, and chanting notes of victory amid the thickest of the fray.
“All I meet I find assists me
In my path to heavenly joy:
Where, though trials now attend me,
Trials never more annoy.
“Blest there with a weight of glory,
Still the path I’ll ne’er forget,
But, exulting, cry, it led me
To my blessed Saviour’s seat.”