“How did you find out over the weekend that you were dead?” This is how Fox News reporter Peter Doocy asked President Trump his opinion on the online controversy alleging that the president was either dead or about to be.
The root cause was that Mr. Trump had nothing on his public schedule for three days last week. For a person who is so often in the public eye, his lack of visibility was visible evidence for some that something was happening behind the scenes.
He is the oldest person to be elected president and has been diagnosed with chronic venous insufficiency, a common condition for people his age that often produces the swollen ankles many have noted during his public appearances. But, as the New York Times reports, recent days were different:
On TikTok, influencers with legions of followers surmised that the White House was publishing old photos, suggesting that the president was hidden from view. Reddit threads, one after another, were ablaze with commentary. On X, posts shared by anonymous critics disseminating dubious reports picked up thousands of interactions and shares.
For years, critics of President Biden have questioned his health. Now some are asking similar questions about President Trump. When he responded on Sunday, “NEVER FELT BETTER IN MY LIFE!” skeptics explained the post as part of the cover-up. Nick Fuentes, a white nationalist and influential figure on the far-right, asserted on social media, “There is obviously something going on with Trump that the White House is covering up. This is literally Biden 2.”
Believing what we want to believe
For many years, I taught a seminary course titled “Christian Evidences.” We explored in-depth a variety of apologetic issues for which scientific, historical, archaeological, and manuscript evidence are relevant and helpful, including Jesus’ resurrection, the veracity of Scripture, and the plausibility of miracles.
But as I warned my students, evidence must be interpreted and may not be compelling. As an example, I cited the religious authorities’ response to Lazarus after Jesus raised him from the dead: “The chief priests made plans to put Lazarus to death as well, because on account of him many of the Jews were going away and believing in Jesus” (John 12:10).
Their reaction to Jesus’ resurrection was similar: rather than trusting him as Messiah and Lord, they fabricated an explanation to keep others from believing in him (Matthew 28:11–15).
All this to say, the postmodern relativism that considers all truth to be personal and subjective is not just a feature of recent times. It is also a symptom of our fallen condition and desire to be our own god (Genesis 3:5). We are all prone to beliefs we want to believe and susceptible to believing only what endorses these beliefs while rejecting what does not.
But when it comes to God, believing our doubts can cause us to doubt our beliefs—to the detriment of our souls.
Losing faith in the American dream
Today’s reflections are prompted by a recent Wall Street Journal report regarding the “American dream” that if you work hard, you will get ahead. Nearly 70 percent of those surveyed say this no longer holds true, or never did. Majorities believe the prior generation had an easier time buying a home, starting a business, or being a full-time parent. Majorities also lack confidence that the next generation will be able to purchase a home or save enough for retirement.
Here’s my point: If you believe the American dream is dead, you obviously won’t dream it. Then your fears become a self-fulfilling prophecy as your doubts become reality. This happens in other dimensions of life: If we don’t trust someone to be our friend, we don’t befriend them and thus never learn to trust them. If we don’t trust our doctor enough to take the medicine she prescribes, we never benefit from the medicine and thus have no reason to trust our doctor.
The same holds true for our relationship with our Lord.
As we have been discussing this week, it can be hard to have faith in God when he disappoints us or trust the church when the church hurts us. One response is blind faith that ignores realities and sees only what reinforces its suppositions. As a small boy said when asked to define faith: “Faith is believing what you know ain’t so.”
A better response is to examine the evidence as fully and fairly as possible, then take a step beyond it into a relationship that becomes self-validating. I know of no approach to faith in Christ that is more urgent or transforming than this.
When we feel God’s comfort most deeply
God will never ask us to do anything that contradicts his word. This is one reason he calls us to love him with all our “mind” (Matthew 22:37) and to “reason together” with him (Isaiah 1:18). The Bible commends the Berean Christians who “received the word with all eagerness, examining the Scriptures daily to see if these things were so” (Acts 17:11).
But no relationship can be proven before it is experienced. I cannot prove to you that my wife loves me, for example. I can tell you that she tells me she does, but she could be lying. I can point to all the amazing ways she is kind to me, but she could be deceiving me. You would have to experience my marriage to trust it.
The same is true with taking a job, becoming parents, or making any other relational decision: we examine the evidence, then step beyond it into a new reality that verifies itself.
This is especially the case with following Jesus, in part because following him comes at such a price in our fallen world. He warned us, “If they persecuted me, they will also persecute you” (John 15:20). In addition, “your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour” (1 Peter 5:8).
As a result, we often experience Jesus most fully when such faith is hardest. We feel his comfort most deeply when our grief and suffering are deepest but we trust him despite and because of our pain.
“Let me find thy light in my darkness”
To this end, let’s close with a Puritan prayer a dear friend shared with me this week:
Let me learn by paradox that the way down is the way up,
that to be low is to be high,
that the broken heart is the healed heart,
that the contrite spirit is the rejoicing spirit,
that the repenting soul is the victorious soul,
that to have nothing is to possess all,
that to bear the cross is to wear the crown,
that to give is to receive,
that the valley is the place of vision.
Lord, in the daytime, stars can be seen from deepest wells,
and the deeper the wells the brighter thy stars shine;
let me find thy light in my darkness,
thy life in my death,
thy joy in my sorrow,
thy grace in my sin,
thy riches in my poverty,
thy glory in my valley.
Amen.
Quote for the day:
“Fear can banish faith, but faith can banish fear.” —Billy Graham
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